Poem: You.

[Mother Kumo]

I hide away my fears with tears and smiles, laughs and friends, but underneath this cloak of prostetic feelings, I'm me. Afraid of being left in the dark, cold and alone. Afraid of being hated rather than loved. Afraid of myself, the one I have become.

In a time of darkness, I need one thing, but not even I have figured it out. Is it love, hate, someone close to my heart? Or is it the need to be accepted, sheltered, and protected?

I cannot begin to speak the words my heart sing. My heart sings in it's own language and it only want's you.

But you toy with me, boy! I can't take this. I try being nice to you, and I get a blank stare, and when I give up, your back to talking to me as if nothing had happened between us.

But something did happened, and I wish you'd let it go. I let myself get carried away, and I wish your ego would shrink so you'd see, i hate you now. And all I'm waiting for before I can move on, is a simple apology.

I am afraid of you, most of all. I need you most of all. And I want to be apart of you, walking hand in hand into forever. Sandy prints on the beaches to tiny kisses shared, all I wanted was you all this time, but you don't want me. You want her, and I can never be her. And I promised myself, and I will not fail.
I
Will
Not
Cry
Another
Tear
For
You.

[Spotts]

That's a good poem, Cloudsy! It's sad, though....

[Mother Kumo]

THanks ^.^ Haha wrote it while I was on the verge of depression...

[skull princess yugana]

Awwwww that poem is soooo sad =( but its really good...