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Post by Wildflame on Oct 18, 2010 18:57:33 GMT -5
Jamie stepped closer and put her hand on his shoulder. "Jager.." She said softly. "I wasn't mad at you when we fell off that gordge I was scared and didn't know what to do.. And I NEVER said I didn't want to see you again, the thought of not seeing you again scares me.. and what terrifies me the most is when you where hanging off the edge of that cliff I thought I just might lose you...." Jamie said choking back tears. "All these things unsaid for too long I can't hold them back any longer. I love you but I can't handle all the fighting that happens too often. But I can't seem to let myself not fall for you harder every time I see you.." Jamie said.
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Post by eagle on Oct 18, 2010 19:48:05 GMT -5
He put his hand over hers and look at her "I thought I lost you that night to thats why i thought you wouldnt want to see me because I couldnt warn you that I was about to fall I knew I would I should have just shifted to tell you so then you wouldnt have tryed to save me" he said "I love you alot Jamie but like you I'm tired of the fighting but I dont want to give you up cause I dont think I could live without you. But the question is can we fix this?"
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 19, 2010 19:43:23 GMT -5
"You still should have seen me sooner." Jamie said her eyes flashed Anger then sadness. "And you couldn't have done anything from keeping you or me from falling I would have gone after you anyways." Jamie said. "Im sure we can work things out.." Jamie said then paused. "I love you too." She said smiling.
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Post by eagle on Oct 19, 2010 19:46:02 GMT -5
Jage gave a half smile the he lost it "I know I should have sooner you sooner" he said "and I know but you always have thoughts like that."
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 19, 2010 19:48:54 GMT -5
"what do you mean thoughts like that?" Jamie asked.
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Post by eagle on Oct 19, 2010 19:51:44 GMT -5
"Wondering what would happen if I could have stoped it" he said "WHat if I hadnt ran off? What would happen if you hadnt tried to save me....and so on questions that dont have answers" he said shrugging.
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 24, 2010 21:36:52 GMT -5
"Ugh but thats what I hate! We can't go back and change things. And we can't forget things so easily either... Cause look how that turned out. We just need to decide what we really want to do. Im sick of lieing to myself.." Jamie said and turned away..
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Post by eagle on Oct 27, 2010 16:06:31 GMT -5
"Both are true" he said quietly "But even if those happen we shouldnt stay stuck in the best we should move on towards the future. Decied what we want and what we should do. Like I said I love you Jamie but what do you want?
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 27, 2010 20:21:22 GMT -5
"I don't know Jager.."
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Post by eagle on Oct 27, 2010 21:28:47 GMT -5
"Maybe...." he paused cause he absoultly hated tthis idea "maybe we shouldnt see each other till you decied......."
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 28, 2010 0:24:02 GMT -5
Jamies heart dropped and tears springed to her eyes. "What?" She asked turning around to face him maybe she heard him wrong..
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Post by eagle on Oct 28, 2010 16:01:21 GMT -5
"I hate this idea but maybe we shouldnt see each toher for awhile" he said tears threaten to spill over again "till you decied what you wanna do I dont want to lose you but if all we do if fight it might be better not to see each other." Then a couple tears did spill and he whipped them away.
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 29, 2010 19:00:28 GMT -5
Anger and Sadness washed over her. She didn't know what to say. "Well If thats what you want then..." Jamie paused. "Then I guess thats what we will do.." Jamie said.
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Post by eagle on Oct 29, 2010 19:03:56 GMT -5
"Its not what i want" he said "I-I just dont know what to do. If we see each other we fight what else are we supose to do? we have tried fixing this before and it didnt work i want to be with you."
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Post by Wildflame on Oct 29, 2010 19:06:11 GMT -5
"If it's not what you want then why did you even say it." Jamie said. "Because when you sday something like that it almost makes me wonder if your close to just giving up." Jamie said in anger.
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